3 years

Resurfaced Past Trauma

Women, 29. I was sexually abuse by my father friends when I was 4 till 8 years old. I did try to committed suicide twice in the past but my mother said that I wouldn’t do it eventhough I would…Eventhough now I’m married, with two kids, and a loving husband, I seldom still feel depressed and still thinking of committing suicide. Im seeking help, prefer to do it online and through whatsapp. I’m afraid of stigma as I dont have support from my family. I did open up to my parents about what happen,but seems like it was nothing. Now, I carried the burden without help all by myself. I want to die, but Im trying hard not to by thinking about my babies and husband. But everynight I cant sleep well makin2 now my head’s occupied with more thing. I’ve taking Dass test online every 2weeks just to keep myself in check. I just dont know anymore.

Greetings. Thank you for your questions.
First and foremost, we truly understand your concerns regarding your symptoms and other health problems you might be facing. From your complaints alone, we hope that you are able to sort your problems.

However, the sign and symptoms of depression are such as:

  • Depressed mood: For children and adolescents, this can also be an irritable mood
  • Diminished interest or loss of pleasure in almost all activities
  • Significant weight change or appetite disturbance
  • Sleep disturbance (insomnia or hypersomnia)
  • Psychomotor agitation or retardation
  • Fatigue or loss of energy
  • Feelings of worthlessness
  • Diminished ability to think or concentrate (indecisiveness)
  • Recurrent thoughts of death, recurrent suicidal ideation without a specific plan, or a suicide attempt or specific plan for committing suicide

Get a good rest with a restful sleep.

You also might want to try few steps to ease your mind :

  • Spent a quality time with your loved one
  • Share your problem to your partner, family or closed friends
  • Practise a healthy lifestyle
  • Get a consultation with your Doctor
  • Get a good sleep

I encourage you to do your favorite activities. Please avoid harming yourself. If you feel of suicidal, our helpline at 60379568145 will always open to help you around. We just live once, cherish the moment while it lasted.

Contact us at ( DoctorOnCall ) to know more about your condition. Thank you.

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